i'm so so going to suffer next week..

But even knowing that.. it's so hard to make myself do work.. :(.. do you or have you ever feel this way? Or am i the only one? Is it due to year end coming? With all the festive mood? Or is this due to knowing i'm balik-ing kampung soon? I can't even remember when was the last time i was in melaka.. it was that long?

anyway, i'm going back this weekend to attend a friend's wedding.. i know her from my add maths tuition under Ms Sheow.. She sat next to me.. and somehow we chit chat as fast as we complete our maths.. :P.. i love maths.. after SPM, we continue our friendship thru letters.. paper and pen letters.. We used to chat til wee hours over the phone too.. funny relationship.. :P.. after the SPM tuition, we don't meet at all.. but we are able to continue chatting.. ahh.. i must be a real chatterbox..

so, now.. i want to see her again for her wedding.. i want to see her hubby.. :P.. they met in USA.. he's from HK.. they are now both working in USA.. if only i hv her courage, i may be in USA too.. ah well.. too many if's in life.. ever wonder how life will be different if we choose a different path?

disjoint postings.. so, u readers know how i'm so not in the mood.. i can't even think straight!