am i glowing..?

some ppl glows while preggie.. not me! err.. mabbe the only part of me "glowing" is my NOSE!!.. it's as red as Rudolph's soon.. and suddenly i hv "areas" of eczema on my face.. and, my fingers which hv eczema suddenly will be rather smooth.. argghh.. i definitely belong to the NOT glowing while preggie grp!

actually when i think of my current pregnancy, i feel a bit sorrie for my bb #2.. cos, most of the time, i'm not aware of him.. i dun really track this pregnancy like what i did for ken.. i dun even take my prenatal vits religiously!! gosh.. how many days hv i forgotten to take my iron tabs?! gee.. and i whack nasi lemak and laksa.. aiyo, i dun even eat laksa before this pregnancy.. i really hope i dun produce another "fiery" tempered bb!

and whenever ppl ask me, "how far are u now?".. i'm stumped! i dun even remember what week i am in! i dun even remember the exact date of my EDD!! i only know it's end-Aug!

but one thing similar abt this pregnancy and ken's.. my nesting instinct is coming!! i'm alreadie like taking out towels, bolsters.. and get my helper to wash for new bb (hullo, i hv like 3more mths to go? need to wash so early?).. i have made space in ken's drawer for new bb's stuff.. packed away clothes that ken does not wear.. and, whenever i open up my wardrobe, i hv this feeling of ransacking all my pre-preggie clothes!! but, i'm refraining myself.. as this is a HUGE task!! too much garbage inside, and i dun want to kill my back! and, i do not want to risk of throwing a piece i love but forgot due to my raging hormones now..

whenever i step into my store room, i hv this urge to comb the place down too!! The place is like jeering at me, "come, come, comb me down if u can".. gee.. i shd just sit back and relax.. grrr.. hate this nsting instinct.. i wish i'm spare.. even if i dun physically clean up the hse.. trust me, i lie down at nite, thinking/dreaming of cleaning my drawers, wardrobe, etc!! halucinating? u bet!.. gosh, no wonder i'm spent every day!

P.S.. I have a date! EM and i will "sneak out" of the hse to watch Star Wars on the 18th at 10:40pm!! *woo hoo*.. i'm so excited! first NITE outing since ken's born.. wow.. i'm thrilled at the prospect.. let's hope e'thing goes well, eh? *fingers crossing* (toes can't cross as my toes hv no abilities of crossing.. sigh)