melodramatic postings #3..

the final posting of my melodrama.. ha ha.. such a drama queen i am.. anyway, today is my LAST day at work here.. this will be the last posting from my work PC here.. after this i will uninstall my w.bloggar.. what i will miss most is the below!!

yes.. my pumping "room".. this place is my refuge corner.. when i first started working here, i admit i got really overwhelm!.. between having to meet such tight deadline at work.. AND having to meet milk quota at home.. thankfully my wenn is not really a milk drinker.. so, i do produce much more than what he needs.. but i know too well that i'm not a great producer.. so, i dare not take chances.. and die die i will pump 3x at work, 3x at home.. wah.. i've never been more efficient at work than those time, exact 1 year 1 mth ago.. and not too forget wenn was just past 1 mth old.. so, he's still waking up like every 2hrly.. i really didn't know how i manage on little broken sleep every nite and yet produce codes that work that was rolled out to SIT, UAT and production 6 weeks later!

and, this room is where i find comfort.. i guess it serves as an aim or goal for me.. nothing to look forward to at work.. but i need the income.. and i hv the luxury of such a nice room.. so, i bear with work.. when i got fed up.. ohh it's time to pump.. and off to the luxury room again..

i have wanted to resign since this.. and this room is indeed what's holding me back.. and, since i've stop pumping at work, i know i will move on.. let's hope my new work place is better than here.. *cross fingers*

and so, i took a picture of the room and shed a few tears while clicking away.. even as i type this, my eyes are filled with tears.. hence know why i call these postings "melodrama"?.. i guess it's also an end of a chapter in my life.. humans are always apprehensive of the unknown.. so, when i flip the next page of a chapter, what's going to happen?.. i guess with these apprehensive feelings and stopping what that has become a "routine", my heart really feels heavy..

side track, i'm really glad i blog.. heh.. as i was trying to search for the above link, i read back my past postings.. ahh.. i really forgot how i felt then.. little things here and there.. and what i have done the past year.. what ken or wenn have done.. how i was feeling, etc.. and since i blogged, i can read back what i felt then.. what had happened, etc.. those who have not started, do start one.. haha.. i'm pimping for blogging.. hee..