following this post, i'm supposed to know the outcome today.. but i was very busy with my work, or rather, i'm very inspired to continue with my codings that i forgot to meet up the Manager to find out the result.. i think he's going to bring me bad news.. so, might as well finish my train of thoughts on my coding.. actually i think contract staffing is just a waste of money to a organisation in the long run.. so no incentive to "sell one's soul" just simply knowing that one's a contract.. but again nothing in life is permanent but by creating such a contract, one just feel "not permanent".. and thus, why shd one give his/her 101%?

fortunately, i rather enjoy my work.. so, when i'm not consciously thinking abt the monetary aspect, work is not bad.. and i do hv pride in my work.. i don't anyhow give something just to meet the deadline.. i test, test and do more testing before i will say, "i'm done with this".. unfortunately time is always not on our side.. so, there's no time to explore more elegant way of coding, but the least i could do is to give as little buggy code as possible.. and those who so-called "meet the deadline" produces bugs which later are assigned to me to be fixed!.. *groan*..

but i've "enlightened".. i shall remain happy despite the outcome.. happiness is something we decide on ourself.. not something driven externally.. yup, some good news will be good but i've decided not to be bogged down by all these.. there are other pleasure in life eg ken now knows the sound of a (air), b(buh), c(cuh).. mabbe i shd just be a nursery sch teacher.. YIKES!