wenn is 6mo today!

i posted the below in the forum i frequent..

yay.. hit the 6months of total bfg for wenn.. so proud of myself..

with ken, he's not total cos the first 3-4days i gave him FM..

so, i'm very happy with wenn.. though 2nd time bfg, i think wenn and i only make it as a "well-oiled" couple when he's 12 weeks old!!..

dunno u gals remember my complaints of his clicking.. really drove me mad.. and his endless cluster feeding.. only after week 12, there's no clicking and no more clustering of almost 3hrs every nite!!

he has grown so much.. though still on the light weight bb side..

every bb is different challenge.. with ken, a willing nurser and sore, cracked nipples for 6weeks!

with wenn, lazy nursling and erractic, clustered feedings testing my patience..

bfg really teach me to love my children unconditionally.. it's not easy but fulfilling..

3 cheers to all bfg moms.. we will all look back and remember with fondness all our hardwork..

time flies.. our children just grow and grow without us realising.. motherhood is not easy.. many times, i question myself of the decisions i made, the choices i chosen, the path i followed.. i know i'm not one who do things like the mass majority.. and it's hard.. many times, i need to find the support i need.. and i do go ard asking them.. from frens, etc.. i remembered clearly when i decided to b'feed ken and yet i do not know of anyone who has successfully b'feed.. i make countless call to my SIL in melaka.. just becos she ever b'feed for the first mth.. she may not be an ideal person but she is someone i know who even attempt bfg.. it's not easy.. i just find myself need to talk to ppl.. e'day i was tempted to give up.. every single day i imagine how easy it will be just to give FM.. but i'm thankful i din't.. cos my niece who was FM-fed at that time was aslo a very difficult baby.. that make me persevere.. if FM also fussy baby, then it can't be my milk.. but EVERY single day, i want to stop.. why i don't? cos i hate to lose.. i do not like to be defeated.. so, stubborn me, hang on..

but, i must say, part of my success is due to EM.. not becos today is valentine's day such that i need to pay "tribute" to him but really.. he has to put up with my crankiness and all.. due to lack of sleep, work pressure, milk output pressure, hse chores pressure, and the endless washing of pump, bottles, milk storage, labelling.. but, it's only a short period of time.. once, wenn is 1yo.. i can hv back my life as i've known/like.. but for now, wenn is of priority..

Happy Love Day..

shamelessly, helped ken made these.. *grin*.. i traced his palm to the paper and help him cut.. then he pasted.. i also hold his hand to write the words.. haha.. shameless, indeed..