it's one year today..

since my dad's death.. it's very fast.. re-read the entry posted and i'm filled with sadness.. and, i realised i forgot what happened 1 yr ago.. so, this blog serve as a reminder for me.. i guess, as time passes, we forget how we felt, how happy we felt, how angry, how sad, etc.. it's nice to blog it down and be able to search for it later on.. imagine paper and pen journal/diary.. wah, susahnya (very difficult) to retrieve back old entry..

actually, we (my outstation sibblings and I) went back for a mini-memorial service on dec 29th.. my mom chose to mark the anniversary by chinese lunar calendar.. so it was the 29th day of 11th mth in lunar calendar.. err, i've been lazy in uploading the pics.. the memorial service was held in the morning, but my sis Hong and bro Eng cannot make it on time as my sis Hong had to sit for an exam and my bro Eng as usual is a very busy man.. but, he still came back from 4pm-8pm by bus.. i guess that makes my mom happy.. i'm happy i'm the one who manage to persuade my bro Eng to come back.. my mom has this pride of not wanting to keep asking the children to come back.. but, sometimes we need some prompting.. we all afterall are very busy with our daily lives.. with men, you just can't expect them to remember and be sentimental and all.. why is that so? don't ask me.. either it's genetically-wired to be so or the product of upbringing of boys.. sigh.. i hv TWO!.. hopefully, both ken and wenn will grow up to be sensitive to their mother's needs!

i am reminded again the impermanence of life.. when i started this blog, it was meant for ken and subsequent child(ren) i have.. it's like leaving a legacy.. so, that if i dun live to the ripe old age of 60 years and beyond, my child(ren) will get to know their mommy through what happen in her life.. so, yes, i will continue to post my pictures and all (who want to stalk someone as "famous" as me, har?!?).. and i'm sorrie if my bad command of english is making u readers cringe (like how u want to cringe when someone run her fingernail across the black board.. *ewww*).. i try my best, okie?.. but it's very hard to improve my English.. i just can't get all my grammar iron out.. *blush*.. but u can always go somewhere and read more interesting blogs.. heh.. so, tonight, i'm going to hug my 2 boys, err, 3, extra close.. they are all very special to me.. u too, okie?